I wanted to abandon pretty much everything relating to my old one, and I purposefully locked myself out last time I even touched it. Consider this a new me, more or less. I explain it in the huge wall of text above.
In all seriousness, and I don't want to come off as malicious or anything. That and, again - Time in the fandom I thought I could consider my home went sour as of this year, I only decided to come back as of recently after reflecting on myself heavily and evaluating what parts of me need to outright go. It's all rather personal, just know I am ashamed of who I used to be and I'm remolding myself for the new decade. Don't worry about me rambling about Pac-Man or whatever anymore. (I've given up on that series in general at this point.) I need to silence my negativity, I was just too embarrassed and ashamed to keep using my original, let alone make anymore posts on it. It was already pretty darn inactive by the time I decided to ultimately delete everything from it. Well... That, and I feel this forum hasn't gotten much activity in general up until now.
Had to undergo several months of therapy and consoling from my friends this year already, too. Again, in all seriousness - I think 2020 as a whole brought me down to my knees, mentally. More than anything else in my life has.
I know the rules here, But If there's any account I'd like to be deleted - It's my original. I locked myself out of guilt initially and only as of recently did I even end up having second thoughts.
